She’d become accustomed to
,used to,
,accepted that,
The ever growing
Pulsating
Burning edges
Of her Left Ventricle.
Won’t leave
A steady
Bah Dump
Now off center
Comes to a boiling point
Where she can’t
Crack open a cold one
of Blue Moon Tears
On the jagged edges
Of her Right Ventricle.
The Anniversary comes and goes
Like ripping pages off past dates
Of an old paper calendar
One year after the another
One Artium after the other
First the left then the right.
Slowly devolving into a stress ball of
Bah……Dump
It’s lost her pace
Only being squeezed
When necessary to feel
Some resemblance of life
Jades around the room
No kleenex near
She remembers to pull
A fresh page on the calendar
SSSSQQQQUUUUEEEEZZZZE
Death Anni- Trash Day.
She hates Trash Day.